So, it is incredibly late and I really don't want to walk all the way up stairs to my nice and comfy bed, so I'd rather sit here and type and random journal just because I can. Just because I feel like it, and my legs feel numb. So, I feel like I'm stuck in a rut. I haven't done anything truly productive, well besides school. But as for my other New Years goals, I have done jack squat. Sure. I've posted some things, which was something new, and I was ecstatic for getting a little bit of recognition, but still. I want more. No, I am not going to become some attention whore but, is it wrong to just want to have a sip of that sought after limeli